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Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down, fold me in
deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins
I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't
Here I'm pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn
by you, visions of you then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face
when I hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you
I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't
Now you see me
Now you don't
Now you need me
Now you don't
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[02 Jul 2005|11:44am] |
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heyyy everyone i havent updated in months so i just thought i would update and say HIIIIIII!!!!!!
I <3 YOU
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[18 Apr 2005|08:54pm] |
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I GIVE UP!!!!
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[12 Apr 2005|06:28pm] |
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yay! i got my permit today! woot!
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[06 Apr 2005|10:15pm] |
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what the fuck is wrong with me!?
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[04 Apr 2005|08:15pm] |
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A7Xfxcker: hey
x TasteMyScythe: hey babe
A7Xfxcker: whats up?
x TasteMyScythe: I've been thinking.
x TasteMyScythe: I've decided I'm going to start a shroom farm.
A7Xfxcker: is that so...
x TasteMyScythe: Yeah.
x TasteMyScythe: I've been researching.
A7Xfxcker: i knda had a feeling you would
x TasteMyScythe: Yeah, yeah.
x TasteMyScythe: But it's not that hard to start one.
A7Xfxcker: really?
x TasteMyScythe: Yeah. Do you know where I can find a cow that shits everywhere?
A7Xfxcker: umm...you could buy ex-lax for it at costco
A7Xfxcker: you could prolly find a cow there too
x TasteMyScythe: Hell, I bet Costco sells magic mushrooms in bulk.
x TasteMyScythe: And if they don't, that just means I'll make a fortune off my shroom farm.
x TasteMyScythe: It's brilliant.
A7Xfxcker: yess
x TasteMyScythe: I wonder if costco sells the shroom spores.
x TasteMyScythe: Maybe it comes with the cow.
A7Xfxcker: i think it does
x TasteMyScythe: Excellent. Now all I need is some substrate and some mycelium.
A7Xfxcker: why?
x TasteMyScythe: ::shrug:: That's what this site says I need if I can't find the shitting cow.
x TasteMyScythe: Aw, crap.
x TasteMyScythe: I can't do this in the USA.
A7Xfxcker: :-(
x TasteMyScythe: Do you know if Costco carries spare countries?
A7Xfxcker: dude costco carries everything
A7Xfxcker: oo i have an idea
x TasteMyScythe: What?
A7Xfxcker: lets move to mexice and buy a huge farm .....
A7Xfxcker: and we can raise shitting cows
A7Xfxcker: and we can make our own tequila
A7Xfxcker: and grow weed
A7Xfxcker: ..... maybe
x TasteMyScythe: Just as long as there's an El Costco Hipermercado nearby, I'm there.
A7Xfxcker: oh of cours there will be costco is fucking everywhere
x TasteMyScythe: Splendid. You, me, LAX, 9:30. Be there. You can buy the plane tickets. I will bring the shitting cows.
A7Xfxcker: sounds like a plan
A7Xfxcker: dude we are gonna be rich!
x TasteMyScythe: Score.
A7Xfxcker: ok ill see you at LAX in the morning
A7Xfxcker: oo maybe we should go to costco now and buy a shitload of ex-lax
x TasteMyScythe: See you there in a few.
x TasteMyScythe signed off at 8:14:44 PM.
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 | You scored as Espresso Shots. You are just like these shots because you are hyper and have lots of enegry (lots of caffeiene in these buddies) You are one crazy person!
Espresso Shots | | 88% | White Chocolate Mocha | | 69% | De-Caf Latte | | 50% | Frappacino | | 19% | </td>
What Starbucks drink are you?
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[28 Feb 2005|09:32pm] |
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fuck you all! im so sick of you people trying to live my life for me and telling me whats right and whats wrong don't fucking tell me what to do. i don't need your help if i did i would ask stop getting invloved with my shit its my problem not yours so back the fuck off! you don't know what im feeling or what im thinking so stop pretending you do you don't fucking know me! stop trying to make my decisions for me you fucking assholes!!! get your own fucking life and leave me alone!
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[26 Feb 2005|11:25am] |
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I HAVE TO TICKETS TO THE VELVET REVOLVER SHOW!!!
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[11 Feb 2005|10:07pm] |
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i am bored. maggie i love you! your so fucking awesome. if you are bored read this it will most likely entertain you. <3
x TasteMyScythe: I am still wearing my sexy bug glasses.
A7Xfxcker: ooo thats hott
x TasteMyScythe: I know
A7Xfxcker: r u ever gonna take them off?
x TasteMyScythe: Doubtful.
A7Xfxcker: lol i didnt think so
x TasteMyScythe: I mean, let's face it.
x TasteMyScythe: I look HOT.
A7Xfxcker: fuck yea you do
A7Xfxcker: your a sexy bug
x TasteMyScythe: Tell me about it :D
x TasteMyScythe: What insect would you say I have the personality of?
A7Xfxcker: a bug
x TasteMyScythe: A bug insect?
A7Xfxcker: si si
A7Xfxcker: wut about me?
x TasteMyScythe: Um.
x TasteMyScythe: A dog.
A7Xfxcker: a dog insect?
x TasteMyScythe: Well, there's such things as catfish, so why can't there be a bug insect?
x TasteMyScythe: Goddamn it, I look so HOT right now.
x TasteMyScythe: bugbugbugbug.
A7Xfxcker: bug bug
x TasteMyScythe: It's a good look for me.
A7Xfxcker: yea the bug look is totally in
x TasteMyScythe: so is the leopard look, I hear.
x TasteMyScythe: Or is it zebra?
A7Xfxcker: lol its tiger get it right
x TasteMyScythe: My bad, my bad.
x TasteMyScythe: Brb. Gotta piss.
A7Xfxcker: have fun
x TasteMyScythe is away at 9:46:48 PM.
x TasteMyScythe returned at 9:47:33 PM.
A7Xfxcker: that was fast
x TasteMyScythe: I am a quick pisser.
x TasteMyScythe: It's an acquired skill.
A7Xfxcker: i see
A7Xfxcker: i want more lemonade
x TasteMyScythe: Me too man.
x TasteMyScythe: It went so fast.
A7Xfxcker: dude we downed that in like a min
x TasteMyScythe: I know.
x TasteMyScythe: I got my first brainfreeze.
A7Xfxcker: i no i was so happy for you
A7Xfxcker: when is maggiekasey night going to happen?
x TasteMyScythe: I don't know.
x TasteMyScythe: Soon?
A7Xfxcker: it better be soon
A7Xfxcker: it needs to be raining lol
x TasteMyScythe: I know man!
x TasteMyScythe: Running around in the rain
x TasteMyScythe: in see through clothes
x TasteMyScythe: and black underwear
x TasteMyScythe: in the middle of the night
x TasteMyScythe: as a carload of hot guys drives up.
x TasteMyScythe: mmmmm.
A7Xfxcker: omg that sounds so fun
A7Xfxcker: we havent run around in the middle of the night for a really long time
A7Xfxcker: ....but thats ok i have subway?
x TasteMyScythe: Hahahahha
A7Xfxcker: aids still sounds better
x TasteMyScythe: I know.
x TasteMyScythe: Is that wrong>
x TasteMyScythe: *?
A7Xfxcker: i think so
A7Xfxcker: o well w/e
A7Xfxcker: im sorry i grabbed your bag by accident i really didnt mean to lol
x TasteMyScythe: Hahahaha don't worry about it
x TasteMyScythe: I'm glad you took the right one in the end though because the second I got home my mom ordered me to show her everything I bought
x TasteMyScythe: and it would look really bad if I pulled out the things you guys bought
A7Xfxcker: lol yea that would
A7Xfxcker: it would also look bad if leah showed her parents so yea
x TasteMyScythe: hahah yeah
A7Xfxcker: i cant believe leah tried to kill us on the escalator
x TasteMyScythe: I know seriously
x TasteMyScythe: what a B-I-T-C-H
A7Xfxcker: i no just cuz we arnt blondes anymore psh
x TasteMyScythe: seriously man.
x TasteMyScythe: I'm thinking of going back to blonde.
x TasteMyScythe: Letting my hair grow out.
A7Xfxcker: i like your hair though
x TasteMyScythe: Yeah, me too.
x TasteMyScythe: And I don't know how I'll ever get this color again.
x TasteMyScythe: So instead of trying to re-dye it, I'm just gunna leave it alone.
A7Xfxcker: yea i couldnt get my old color again
A7Xfxcker: wow maggie i think this is the wierdest convo we have had yet
x TasteMyScythe: Probably.
A7Xfxcker: lol i love you
x TasteMyScythe: Why thank you.
x TasteMyScythe: ps iloveyoutoo
A7Xfxcker: woot
x TasteMyScythe: wo0t.
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[07 Feb 2005|10:08am] |
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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
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[06 Feb 2005|10:19am] |
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Today is the superbowl!!!! woot go New England! fuck all you Philly fans!!!
<3
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[02 Feb 2005|06:49pm] |
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i give in to the peer pressure its just too much to handle
1. Reply with your name and I will then write something about you.
2. I will then tell you what song reminds me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity, animated or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal
i love you
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[31 Jan 2005|01:28pm] |
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</3
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[23 Jan 2005|10:14pm] |
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does life ever get any easier?
does the pain ever go away?
:( </3
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[12 Jan 2005|08:39pm] |
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 | You scored as Cocaine. Be careful, this drug is very addicting, and you can build a tolerance quickly.
Cocaine | | 81% | Mushrooms | | 75% | Ecstacy | | 63% | Inhalents | | 56% | Alcohol | | 44% | Marijuana | | 44% | None! | | 19% | </td>
What's your ideal drug?
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[10 Jan 2005|11:42am] |
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ok so im standed at home cuz the streets are flooded and im bored out of my fucking mind! im supposed to be owrking on my english project but im procrastinating again. o well w/e i dont really care! ahhhh boredness!
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[09 Jan 2005|05:32pm] |
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ever wish you could just start over and have a clean slate?!
:(
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